does she know i like her? same major. she’s always walking into lecture right before it starts and somehow still knows what’s going on. she joins random clubs just because they sound fun. i joined a couple too, not in a weird way. i just wanted normal reasons to see her. at a club thing we had to stare at each other for 30 seconds. she asked why i was blushing. i thought i was hiding it decently. apparently not. also she once said she likes people who look gentle. people keep telling me i look 'intense.' am i cooked?