update: i was looking at the wrong phone. she did text. personal chat. i was staring at work messages like a man with one brain cell and no survival instinct. she called me a bad dog. i apologized. she told me to pick her up and get bubble tea. she also said if i’m good i can choose what she wears later. not what i wear. what she wears. should i delete the thread or is it okay to leave one small monument to my suffering